Anxiety-Disorders

I'm not sure if this is the right platform but, I enjoy art and creating and I have been longing for a place where I can express myself...I have been pretty lonely and my depression has recently surfaced causing me to ask a lot of questions about myself and life in general. This constant questioning has left me feeling empty and alone. I want to find a place where I belong.....I feel so lost in the world and I've never really fit in anywhere. I currently have no friends (never truly had good ones at least) mostly due to my social anxiety and everything has just been eating me up lately. I want to find a community (whatever that truly means) a place where I can meet like minded people, a place where I can feel safe and comfortable, a place where I am not alone....I long for belonging...and I am sure this feeling comes from lack of confidence in myself..and I am trying very hard to combat that but it is so hard with no support around you...
I don't know...this is probably stupid and won't be seen but i thought I would try and get these thoughts out of my head and out there somewhere in world....

Thank you so much for accepting my request. I've been diagnosed with a panick disorder 2 years ago, still struggling. So if anyone here wants to talk about this (or overall anxiety) , feel free to talk to me ^^

Hello, is anyone here?

There's something you have to see:

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I have anxiety because I don't have the awareness that people like me or not.

Hello is anybody here? I'm here to share you my flashcard videos:

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Hello, is anybody here?